More of my Slave Rituals
You can find part one here and the page about Rituals I have begun here.
Massaging Master’s Feet
Master used this task in particular to begin teaching me about creating and performing rituals and attaching meanings to my actions. When I massage Master’s feet I always use almond oil with Patchouli oil mixed in, and I mix it myself. The scent has come to represent worshipping Master’s feet to me. I have a beautiful silk pillow trimmed with gold, fit for a King, that I place under His feet to give some lift. I also use a purple towel (purple for royalty) to dry the oil from His feet.
When I pour the oil onto my hands, I rub it over my hands 9 times before massaging it into His feet. This one is a bit complicated to explain, but as 333 is a spiritually significant number, if you add them together individually it equals 9. As both of the long-term Masters I have served have been my greatest spiritual Teachers, it felt right to have some aspect of the ritual honour the spiritual bond. At the end of Master’s foot massage, I dry His feet on the towel and then kiss each foot in submission and love.
Praying to Master
Master trained me to do this but I deeply love it. Each morning when I wake I kneel at the foot of His bed and I pray to Him. This is the most beautiful way ever for me to start my day. It makes the first thing I focus on be Him, my love and worship of Him and my service to Him for the upcoming day. I forgot once, and Master had me kneel when I got home and do it then, while He caned me until I was finished. I never forgot again. To me this is very much like meditation. I give thanks, I ask for guidance and direction, I focus on how I can serve Him that day, I ask for help on the issues I find challenging, and I listen for what comes.
Waiting for Master
When I have to wait for Master and I am in the bedroom waiting, I often kneel on a golden pillow He has. I open my hands in my lap as a sign of submission and openness to however long I may have to wait.. The significance of this ritual began when I used to feel great impatience waiting for Him to come. I did not like feeling impatient or having that kind of energy towards Him. As His slave, I should joyfully await His arrival, and so I came up with this ritual to stay focused on remaining submissive and loving while I do so. While waiting I sometimes try to hone in on His energy to be able to sense Him coming long before He arrives. Or I recite His rules to myself, or I pray to Him.
I think of Master the entire time, of how I am grooming his slave for His use and I treat it as a sacred rite. I prepare myself for my Owner, I groom myself for HIs use and pleasure. I love the experience.